My results suck, i lost the gal i liked, i am seriously not up to standard in my parents eyes, which leads seriously to just 1 point. Something is wrong wif me. okay, my results this time is kinda bad, cos i doubt i can get into a poly wif them.
That's way bad. Now is the holidays, and i seriously have to reconsider EVERYTHING. My goal in my life, not to fool around too much, you see, i tink i've been playing my days around, where i'm not concentrating on my studies.. I dunno if i can even help myself. Just went through a long talk wif my parents. They say i'm not serious in my studying attitude. Maybe they are right. Maybe this just isn't a good time to be playing anymore, it isn't the tym to go lyk gals. It isn't the time to be fooling around anymore. It's not right, and i have to do something myself to change all these. Maybe i should stop playing games lyk dota or maplesea. It's just.. IDK. Even i dunno how to help myself.
My parents tell me, Life is not just everyday go MAC, wif a bunch of frens, sit there, talk, play, enjoy. Slowly, your frens will all be busy themselves, and it's not going to be lyk as if we can stay lyyk that forever. Suddenly, a bell strikes. U have no money to support yrself, u have no money to eat, drink, buy stuff. It's the diploma certificates u have to polys and JCs that can help you get a job in the near future. They tell me time passes very fast. Just 1 more year, i'm gonna take my 'O' Levels. It's just so fast. Life is not as simple as it looks. Every single one of my relatives, live their lives so carefree, and infact, behind the scenes, it's just.. Not that simple.
My Parents also said, there is a stage of life, where they cannot help me anymore, where i have to depend on myself, where i have to make a living from the diploma certificate. But can i even get 1 from the poor results i have now? NO! Apparently i can't. I dun wanna end up going to ITE okay? It's just that it doesn't suit me. I know i can make it into a poly. I shall not waste anymore time playing, enjoying my life, where i in fact should be studying hard now, where i can help myself, by studying for the sake of my future, so that i can support myself. It doesn't matter if those jokes lyk to make fun of me in school or on my cbox. They simply do not wanna study and make full use of their time.
I dun care what others think of me, i shall devote my time to studying, and not playing anymore. It's just that as my dad told me just now, there will be a time, where you suddenly "awake", and you will start thinking, about yr future, your life, how you are going to wanna earn money and live your life, and then regret that you never study properly when you are at this age. Thus, i have to "awake" now. Stop playing, start living my life in a correct manner.
It's no longer the time to play. I've to study hard and live my life to the max.
I believe i have "awoken". I really want to study hard now. It's now or never.
