So fast, already my faith half sealed le.. I have great chance of retain.. Sigh. But even if i do retain, it's my prob oso, my bad. I nvr study well, causing myself to be in this predicament. Sigh. But it might be a good thing as well. I'm going to study VERY hard next year. To learn back all the things that i have not learnt well. And be able to cope with everything.. I'm not going to get sad or anything. Sigh, i feel i let everyone down. Not being able to tahan this sch life? Hahas. It's not really cause i'm dumb or stupid. I feel lazy. Must be that point of me that caused me to screw up big time.