Saturday, March 28, 2009
{ 1:56 PM }
ARASHI IS NICE. Haha. I like the song Believe. It's nice uh. Step and Go is quite good oso.. Haha. Ahh. Yesterday the boring school opening was killing me man. Super bored when the speeches were being give. DAMN cold oso sia. The air con was blowing like siao, like as if our school on the air con like is free de. Den got air con still not enough. Still want to on the bloody fan. FREAKING cold. My hands were like freezing. Haha. And when it came to the outdoor segment, it really sucked. Very hard to see the stupid performances. Cos the stupid potted plant right infront of me keep blocking. And the rest of the ppl around me like siao one. All screaming and shouting like as if tommorrow we're all gonna die lol. Haha. Sian uh. Going out now lol. Byebye.
Sunday, March 22, 2009
{ 7:33 PM }
Hmm. Looks like i win? And i think i got the idea of who the wanking is. Haha. Too bad. Mr loser. You can't wank no more. And seriously i think you guys have NO LIFE. Only know how to whine when i do things. When i say that you guys are cowards and don't even come and tell me to my face u don't like me, you just whine more. Pain in the ass. Now i know why you chose 'agony'. Cos you are one. Retards. Yawns. I'm beat. Wank more meantime. Losers. xD
Thursday, March 19, 2009
{ 10:26 AM }
Seriously. I no longer bother on what you people think of me. I'm not childish. But i think you people who love making fun of me are. You people always say i'm lazy or some shit fuck, but if you guys got nothing better to do, do fuck yourself larhh. Come and make my tag board dirty. Fuckers. You losers always use some random false retarded name like 'agony' and come and say shit like :
anony: jasmine was becos of bgr .. you?? pure laziness.. always think that you are alone, alto you reall y are but you are the one who make things turn out like that.. moronanony: lol pls dont compare ypurself to ppl whp liisten in class and do their work which is mandatory.. stupid idiot.. always with of excuses.. you and you emo acts really suk like hell.I've seriously no idea why such people have so much free time to come and talk this type of shit with me, saying i'm lazy? Fine. I can live with that. Thinking i'm alone? I AM ALONE. Who else can i bring along with me? My mother? Fucking retarded. ROFL. At least he said i really am.. LOL. I made things come out htat way??? What did i do? Don't tell me while sleeping in powernap i sleep walk and go whack people or sth right? ROFL. Compare myself with people who listen in class do their work is mandatory?? Rofl.. This fellow the angmoh like shit sia. Type oso so much typos.. Still dare use some chim word like mandatory. JOKE. When was i an idiot? And he's no better himself. :) EXCUSES? I take the blame often. What excuses? Where do i come out with them? Rofl. AND FINALLY, When the fuck do i emo? It's been rare to find me sad already. I'm trying to not think of anything else and try to stay on course on my life already. Joke sia. This person is such a LOSER. Hide behind his loser retarded false name and come and scold me? So what if you losers say such stuff on me? SO wad? If you really don't like me, come and tell me in my face larhh. No point doing such things wad. Seriously a childish loser man this guy.Hmm. The more you people write on me, i'd get more jokes to talk about here. not bad uh. And still can analyse the loser's ang moh. Hahaha. Joke. So Long to agony.
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
{ 7:38 PM }
For once, i seem to have.. Stopped thinking so much already. Seems like i've snapped outta my trance over her? Haha. But somethings, just sitting by myself, i will like glance around, trying to spot her.. Does it make me feel better if i saw her? Or issit just myself? Idk. But.. I'll live life the way it is for me now. Haha. Jia You barhh.
Monday, March 16, 2009
{ 6:08 PM }
The world's not gonna end cause she left you. I know i'm talking to myself and it's kinda weird, but.. Haiz. I can't just die like this. Everytime it doesn't work out, i feel like i get super despressed and like as if the world's ending. Come on. You can't just let it end this way. Just pick yourself up and live like u always was. I know occassionally you'd just look back and see who she was, why i loved her, and all sorts. BUT you can't always look there forever. LIVE with reality uh. WAKE UP. And don't fall into such danger zones again can?? -.- Ok. I feel quite better. Although i know i'd just occassionally go take a peek at her, i must stop myself. It's not how this is supposed to end. PULL YOURSELF TGT!!!(my heart hurts as i wrote this. Weird uh.)
Friday, March 13, 2009
{ 10:59 PM }
OKKKKAY. Seriously puzzled why i feel this way now.. Does it mean i worry too much for wad?? I like dunno sia. She wrote "ACCEPTED!!!" on her pm. Does that like mean she likes someone and the person accepted her?? WTF. I'm getting so frustrated by wad ever i'm doing to try and get a relationship with her. Fucking Chink. It's not working. And now just looking at the ":D" she wrote at the end seems to make me feel evven worst. FUCK.
{ 8:20 PM }
After thinking so much, i still dunno. I can't get an answer to myself for a simple question: should i cont? Or should i just leave things the way they are? I can't give myself an idea at all.Today, i talked to the councilor guy again lol, he asked me questions. I dunno wad to say one lol, i just went in to answer wadever i tot was correct. He's kinda friendly to me uh, but i felt damn tired at some point of listening to him talk lol. Kinda bored me out when he came to the topic on studies. I felt like not that nice to cut him off when he talking to me, thus i let him continue lol. He told me to talk the session as a chating session lol, i think he's quite nice to listen so much about me lol. First time someone asks so much about me. Sigh. It's a pity not everyone does this way. Haha. But wad can i expect? Haha.Hmm, today in class, we tried to flim a IMBA flim on Ficky jumping onto a chair then over Yanyi, to dunk the crushed paper into the rubbish bin which was hung onto the small window ledge? Lol. It was like i stand there flim with my phone cam, den i fliming de time it looked quite good, but then when we sat there to watch the clip, i found out that there was a super big problem. Ficky climbing onto the table part was still there lol.. Den there were major problems. Hahas. I think if i went to edit it, it'll look very real. Haha. I later try. xDToday's presentation on stage went well, but it was quite boring for we keep watching almost all the same presentations from all the different sec 4 classes. It was sibei sian when there are like so many groups of ppl representing their classes to go present. Although i appreciate their efforts on the slides, watch so much i oso feel fucking boring lol. Hahas.Sigh. I dunno what to do now. Cont or Stop?But i love yeah. Idk. It's hard to make such choices.
Thursday, March 12, 2009
{ 3:36 PM }
Hmm, i felt my life taken away from me yeah know? Just walking past you, i felt my own heartbeat stop. Kinda weird. And when i saw yu walking past me today, i felt like my own life was taken awat from me. It's very.. Fearful for me to see yeah. I dunno why. I know i can't stop my own thoughts from running wild. I know i like yeah. But, idk what you even think..
haha. If only you'd know how much i would sacrifice for yeah. If only. Love, can kill me.
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
{ 5:37 PM }
Can't i control myself? One fucking moment i tell myself so clearly i dun wanna like her le, but on the other, once i see her, i like wanna........ How to say? Zzz. I can't stop myself seriously. SHe like keeps appearing in my thoughts. EVERYTHING oso can think of sia. Am i Fucking Nuts or wad? Rofl. Like siao sia me. Just over a gal i can become so... Different? Lol. I'd do anything for her. xD Be on her side always and try 110% for anything she desires. Hahas. xD Love, Blinds me. So much. Aishiteru.
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
{ 1:57 PM }
In School now lol, COMP lab 3. Had a tiring day again, although today we're like supposed to end at 2.15, and it's just 15 mins away, kinda tired already. Haha. Sigh. I seem to have.. Gotten more, awakened? Lol, like not that dreamy already. Idk if i should stay at school later for Chmeistry or go out or home later. Like dun really feel like going for chem lol, cos later will have chinese if i go.. Hahas. Sigh. I'm not THAT confused already, but i think i should really continue with such a mindset. xD
Monday, March 9, 2009
{ 6:46 PM }
Sigh. Recently, i've been experiencing some.. Minor problems of my own? Haha. I liked this gal, and.. She said to me, that she had no feelings for me. I felt.. Sigh. Like so.. rejected? Idk. I just felt that i loved her quite alot that i got so caught up with thinking about her, i've been messing up my own life. ANYwhere, i oso can think of her de lorhh. Even in a Dota game, while playing, i can mess up the whole game and just feed. Or die like dunno wad. Just made me so.. ARGG. Fed up. I began writing on my foolscape paper how stressed i was. I wrote all sorts of things. I seriously need to show that i trust NO ONE. There is no one who i trust well enough to confide in and tell all my secrets to. I dun believe that someone is going to come anytime now, since i'm still feeling the pain of rejection. It seriously isn't a nice feeling to kenna reject by a gal lol. I think that i dun like to love a person, but.. It's so natural for guys to love gals, thus.. Haha. I think that having someone who loves you is a blessing. I wan someone who can like.. Understand me, and listen to what i have to say when i'm down. I think that for me to love someone, it's like really need to seriously like the person den i will go like de lorhh. Haha. Pai sehh for snail updating uh. Been busy and tiring for me this week. I still can't seem to get my mind off her. Haha. Actually, i really thought that she'd be the gal for me, but.. Haha. Seems like my destiny loves toying with me uh? Life, loves kidding me uh? Sends me someone who i can like but dun like me... -.- Sigh. I can't do anything else either. Fucked up life for me. xD
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
{ 6:21 PM }
Hmm. Tomorrow is the day... Haha. Idk, but i think that i stand a chance? haha. I flunk my QA test lol. Cos of some stupid mistake i made lol. I hope LATTA she agrees.. Hahas.
Sunday, March 1, 2009
{ 10:37 PM }
DIE LIAO. Mr Emmanuel Teo Is going to slaughter me TMR! OMFG. He's so gonna kill me if i dun hand up my work... 3 EL extensive readings to settle by 7.20am TMR. He's so gonna own me if i dun hand up.. Hehe. Last friday i already escape liaos, he gimme chance nvr punish me much lol. If TMR i still dun hand up... I'm gonna get owned. Haha. So i better settle it....... Haha.
{ 10:18 PM }
WTF, i'm messing it up sia. PULL YRSELF TGT!!!!!!
