Monday, March 9, 2009
{ 6:46 PM }
Sigh. Recently, i've been experiencing some.. Minor problems of my own? Haha. I liked this gal, and.. She said to me, that she had no feelings for me. I felt.. Sigh. Like so.. rejected? Idk. I just felt that i loved her quite alot that i got so caught up with thinking about her, i've been messing up my own life. ANYwhere, i oso can think of her de lorhh. Even in a Dota game, while playing, i can mess up the whole game and just feed. Or die like dunno wad. Just made me so.. ARGG. Fed up. I began writing on my foolscape paper how stressed i was. I wrote all sorts of things. I seriously need to show that i trust NO ONE. There is no one who i trust well enough to confide in and tell all my secrets to. I dun believe that someone is going to come anytime now, since i'm still feeling the pain of rejection. It seriously isn't a nice feeling to kenna reject by a gal lol. I think that i dun like to love a person, but.. It's so natural for guys to love gals, thus.. Haha. I think that having someone who loves you is a blessing. I wan someone who can like.. Understand me, and listen to what i have to say when i'm down. I think that for me to love someone, it's like really need to seriously like the person den i will go like de lorhh. Haha. Pai sehh for snail updating uh. Been busy and tiring for me this week. I still can't seem to get my mind off her. Haha. Actually, i really thought that she'd be the gal for me, but.. Haha. Seems like my destiny loves toying with me uh? Life, loves kidding me uh? Sends me someone who i can like but dun like me... -.- Sigh. I can't do anything else either. Fucked up life for me. xD
