Wow ? I can't believe myself. It's been 3 weeks since poly life started. I miss FOC. I seriously do. Sigh. Ahh. But FOR is coming right up, in fact, it's just this coming saturday, at ECP! I so wanna go and hang out with the peeps. >.<
Sigh. Somehow, the relationship with the people at LJS isn't really that smooth already. Justin doesn't seem like the person i knew at the start of poly life. Syafiq is still alright, least he's the only person like still more active with me leh. I dunno. It's like we're all slipping further from one another. What ever happened to ljs? Half the peeps dun even come back for our social gatherings. PEAR-CHAN! GO FOR WITH ME LA. DUN PS ME LEH! GO GO, IF U GO I PEI U GO PIANO LOL. Though i'm not musically talented, i'm sure the piano can't kill me! Besides, it rocks to listen to piano pieces. =D
Imagine playing arashi pieces on the piano. Magical. Sigh. Life is hard, but i'm adapting. I dun think today, when i called prescilla to ask if we all could have lunch together, she was speaking the truth. Saying that they have no space, i'm sure she didn't want me there, cos of my strained relationship with my classmates. I seldom wanna eat with my classmates, as idk, they just seem so... Different from me. We're like on the wrong frequency. But slowly, at least they are accepting me. I dun wanna be outcasted already. I was outcasted for my secondary sch life. But no, i'm not accepting this kinda life anymore. I wanna change everything. I dun wanna live my live like this.
Pear-chan, dun emo so much le la! Come on. Lets find someday where we're free and go out! HAHA. =D