It's already 29/10/2010. 2 weeks have passed since school re-opened. I'm still alive here.
1.53am. Fuck. I promised to be in bed by 1. Argh. I've gotta wake up by 6.30 to not miss the 8.30 lesson. Feel's like i'm losing contact with my dota kaki's. Doesn't feel like as if i'm that close to them alr. Most of them, at least.
My current class, 1B/04. Still makes me feel outcasted. The only way i have to get closer, is dota. -.- Other than that i'm like not much of close friends with most of them.
I'm still glad i got my brothers to fall on. My last motivation now is to strive for my studies, and do better in my academics. I'm not bothered much about relationships now. I just wanna be myself.