Alas. I'm still where i was before. Lost within the world i've trapped myself in. It's a good question. Why can't i move on?
I simply can't find the answer. Every night, i can still think of being with her. Caring for her, loving her. And alas, when the question to thrown to me. On what i have ever done for her? I can't even give an answer. Seriously.
Why? I love her so much. And yet. I can't even do anything for her. I've failed? Miserably for that fact? She doesn't even care. Dear god. You let me meet someone i've fallen so deeply for. And yet she doesn't even bother? Is this some sorta cruel joke? She's the one. She's the only one i'd love in my entire poly career. I really do. Love her. That much. :(