Friday, January 28, 2011
{ 10:39 AM }
It feels strange. I don't know whom i trust. Because i'm beginning to lose trust in everyone around me. It's like i'm the only one i can count on. Though i know i need to work around with all these people for like 2 more years? Sometimes, i'm fed up. I feel like just fan-lian-ing with anyone who pisses me off. And yeah. I try to make life around me more exciting and fun. For that dumb camp. And the dumb people, but then, apparently, i'm getting shot at when i say senseless things like i'm awesome. Even if i say if often, we all know i'm just bullshitting. And thus, i just got shot at in a nice way. -.- Nnb, if i dulan, i cfm fan lian one la. Fucked up. I say this shit, just to make your fucking dumb camp more enjoyable and yeah. i get this. Sweet. I'm enjoying it. I have to take it in a nice manner somemore. Argh. I wished i could just burst out and just sever ties with all of them. Damn, and i thought they were people whom i could believe in. Maybe qianbei was right. I should have cut down much more on being close to the club. Maybe i should just heck club and concentrate back on my life. Maybe that was all i needed to do all along.
These people whom thou calls his friends, are they even the true ones? I'm beginning to doubt myself and my choices.