So quickly. An entire year has passed by. I can't believe i was still a dumb freshie just last year. And this year. I'm already the awesome one. I've picked a gimmick. that seems to suit me. Arrogant, lazy, all talk no action type. But when serious matters draw back, i'll ditch this persona, and play by the rules.
FOC is coming in just 2 days. So fast. Prep camp was like just a distant memory. And we're so close to what we've planned 2-3 months in advance for.
I just wanna get it done and over with. And get on with this boring life of mine. :(
Argh. I've nothing better to do now. Should i get some shuteye? I'm not sure. Looking forward? to nothing. :( Sigh
Wednesday, March 23, 2011{ 3:11 AM }
What a beautiful Story.
It's always like this. Why isn't there happiness for someone who is not in the wrong, but has chosen the wrong path to tread?
Thursday, March 10, 2011{ 11:20 PM }
Stupid.
That's how i feel about myself now.
Why didn't i think before i decided. Luckily for me, no one knows. I'll retreat. Far far behind that hill now. And hide. Afraid of it happening again.
It just didn't look like this to me. Sigh.
Monday, March 7, 2011{ 2:36 AM }
It's strange. How the course of things have changed over the month. Just a month ago, i was a hate-figure from my club, then it's all picked up. And i'm back to being who i was before. And i've accepted the fact that what's not meant to be, won't be mine. Strange right. So quickly. I've understood everything.
Destiny. Not my cup of tea. Not what i can play with. But what i know is, i'm shaping my own destiny.
